FAITH, TRUST & PIXIEDUST

So today I was at a lunch wedding, and it was one of the prettiest weddings I’ve ever been to! The ballroom was amazing, and they had a photobooth and a candy bar! I’ve always wanted a candy bar so my friends can get high on sugar. Lol. I love weddings!!!!!! And hanging out with le cousins even though i lost at o-ya-pa-ya-som so i couldn’t bring the hard copy of the photos home :(

I love my extended family so much and especially when my mom hangs out with her sisters because they are so dorkish and that’s how I want to be with the cousins when i grow old.

Ok, I’m still feeling really happy!! This week was really good with all that buffet eating and mahjong-ing (and losing 16 bucks -.-) with my kiddies and meeting moley for viet food. And yesterday I spent the day with butts doing nothing but eating and driving and talking and shopping and laughing! Life is really good and i think The Secret really works because I feel so much happier lately!!

OK BYE. ♥

OK AT FIRST I WAS SAD, BUT NOW I’M JUST LIKE, FUCK THIS. I don’t know what the fuck happened to my honest, simple, funny and kind friend whom with which I spent hours jumping on the sofa dancing to Boa’s songs, or being couch potatoes watching chick flicks like 50 first dates, or crying because of our wretched results/family issues. I still have a ginormous fine for a VCD you didn’t return/returned late when we were 13. I have no idea why the fuck we aren’t even friends anymore because you didn’t reply my fucking whatsapp. And THEN i realized that i don’t really know you anymore because my funny friend wouldn’t have thought that i was judging her or assumed that i was spending all my time with my friends just talking trash about her and her friends simply because my friend could never be that insecure or self-obsessed. I was sad because i thought i lost the friend i spent years growing up with and giggling in shopping centers pissing sales people off and doing all the silly things i don’t think i could imagine doing with anybody else now. I was sad because i thought i lost one of the only few people in this world that i would genuinely give up my life for. But now i’m just like, fuck this. I don’t know who she is because she wouldn’t even talk to me and i think I’ve waited long enough (5 months?) It’s about time to move on.

I know things change and people change but I thought that we would be friends for many more years. I guess some things you just can’t assume.

OK, i shouldn’t have said that I didn’t get anything out of the few years, because I did. And I’m honestly quite grateful for it. :)

Had the best buffet in awhile to celebrate wn’s 20th, with super fresh oysters and salmon belly. Omg, bliss. I’m so glad that these girls are always here even though we don’t meet often because y’all my homies.

Also, sometimes it’s just about the people who really want to be in each others’ lives, and you know that that is all that matters. 

Food for thought Shopping Dark Shadows Ichiban Boshi Mahjong Swee Choon Dim Sum

I am forever up for mj. lol.